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| Good day today. Though felt quite guilty towards caiwei and amy and joe for not doing the video thingy, think still okie ba. But means tonite have to produce it liao. Anyway, heard from ninny he just broke up with cahrlene. Though felt sad for him, sort of expected it, and though i just told a classmate to fuck ppl. for unwanted opinions, im must say tt i think they wun quite hit off. They are just incompatible. Anyway, it's all down to his choice. So think well dude, it may not be a loss afterall... ahahah sound so chek ak. Didn't mean it bro, just giving my two cents worth. Okie, i know it worths only two cents. ahahah Gou went for the Mu Chuan audition, feeling quite excited, but he sounded rather cool about it. That's him man, always being cool and... cool. ahaha Hope he'll come NIE... Then maybe can study together liao. Again. ahahahha To all who're preparing for exams, good luck man. Dun so stress ok?? need someone to keep u de-stressed, just give me a call man. It's at 1900-NOSTRESS.... Calls are charged at 30c per minute. (for females only) =p | | |
| Exams starting tomorrow le. A little stressed, cos have been lagging quite a bit this sem. However, feeling good cos i know i will defy the bloody odds again one, and tho cant get As for this sem le, should get decent grades at least i think. Good luck to me man, cos that's all i need. Anyway, a lil worried for my gal though. She seems a lil stressed at this moment. Hope she can pull thru this too. Goos luck too, gal, love ya..... =) | | |
| One month since i blogged. Pretty sure now no ones reads this. Anyway, this blog dun quite serve the purpose it was once created for. It no longer acts as a place where i complain about everything around me, or for me to tell others how good or bad i've been doing, cos that ain't gonna help with anything. Found a new and profound meaning to life. Enlightened, that's how i'll describe myself to have becomed. Responsibility. That's what i should take for my life. Ain't gonna push that to any other people or forces. It is simply so beautiful to be in control of my life. Lost it once upon a time, but it'll never happen again. Never. Anyway, nice to see ya again, chan siong. Glad ya back. Life is too precious to lose, and being alive doesnt mean u have a life really. What's Life?? Life's being urself, not procrastinating to shit. To all the dormant people out there, wake up. Stop wasting mother earth's resources and live life like it should be, and the way u want it to be. Time to clear my shit le. Cheers to life!!! What a beautiful thing it is..... To wake up every morning feeling purposeful feels bloody damn great.... What a feeling... =) | | |
| Donkey years since i blogged, wonder if anyone still read sthis blog. Anyway, din start to write for anyone but myself, so doesnt matter. Valentine's Day. Always wished i wun be alone on this day for the past twenty years. Finally came true, and with sumone i love. Now all i need to do is to be better man and not let my loved ones down. Boss and ninny quarrelled, hope they'll be alright. I believe our frenship is too strong to be broken by such mundane stuff. Yes, i agree we did overlook ur feelings a bit boss, but we never meant to take advatage of u ttz for sure. hope u can forgive ninny and me. Sorry boss... Valentine's le, only wish now is boss, me and ninny will be happy with our beaus, and gou find his soon.... i think he will la... i really can envision him with his galfren le... ahahahah good luck to everyone and happy Val's to all the couples out there and treasure one another man.... | | |
| Things juz ain't going right for me this whole week. Wanted to go for today's lessons, den realised i mixed up the timing and missed it. Really am pissed with myself. And made a grave mistake yesterday. Dunno how to put it here but juz learned sumthin abt my dear. Muz really be more sensitive to her needs le, muz realised i'm no longer going thru the journey of my life alone any longer. Really sorry dear, give me a lil time to learn ok?? i really cant describe how great a gal she is, and her importance to me. But i really dare not dream that she'll forever be mine. It's not that i'm not confident of her love for me, but i'm not confident of myself. I'm scared she may one day find me to be not the guy she's looking for and leave me. But i will be a better man dear, i will... give me a lil time ok?? and thanks to my bros who never fails to be there when u juz need them. They are ppl. who i am damn sure will be there as and when i need them, and never abandon me. Thanks bros.... sometimes thinking back i feel that i'm really a lucky man. But luck is one thing, i still need to put in effort to make all these ever precious frenships and relationship work and last..... a tOaSt tO lAdY LuCk.... chEErs... =) | | |
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